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Rest in Peace, Unknown Soldier. by WiddleBbyGurl69, literature

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Rest in Peace, Unknown Soldier.

As I walked through the national cemetery, all I could feel was sadness in the air. All of the unmarked graves and the 50+ graves that read, “Unknown U.S. Soldier” and even a few that just read, “Child.” It was a sad sight to see just an American Flag after another. No flowers or notes left there for the unknown. Their family never got closure and they never got peace. They will spend the rest of eternity in a shallow grave in a town that they are not familiar with while their loved ones are buried elsewhere. Headstone dates went from the Spanish American war to Vietnam war. Decades apart yet, they all end up in the sa

Fear by WiddleBbyGurl69, literature

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Fear

I fear to love because it's easier to fear than risk pain. I fear to hurt because it's easier to hide than face the truth. I fear to change because it's easier to stay the same than to risk my beliefs. I fear the truth because it's easier to lie than to face reality. I fear to love because the fall after is harder than the road before. I fear to hurt because the last time felt like an eternity. I fear to change because when things change, life complicates. I fear truth because it is not what I had planned. I fear the future because it leads to the unknown. But the unknown can be better than the known.. if I allow it to grow.

An Outcast by WiddleBbyGurl69, literature

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An Outcast

I may be breathing, but I'm not alive. I may not be bleeding, but I am wounded. On the inside I'm crying, over-flowing tears. On the inside I'm hurting, screaming for answers. But on the outside I'm smiling, laughing joyously. I'm unwanted, unloved. I'm different and weird. My scars are reminders of my past. But my smile is my hope for a future. My dreams are kaleidoscopes of miracles. My nightmares are reality. I'm screaming, can't you hear me? Rescue me from my destiny! I will be destroyed. I'm standing out, I'm an outcast. But you can't see me. Don't block me out, you need me. I need you. Together, we are outcasts.

I Won't Cry by WiddleBbyGurl69, literature

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I Won't Cry

Don't cry. No matter how much it hurts, you mustn't cry. Jade's right there, Haylee. She covering her ears and squeezing her eyes shut. But you cannot shed a single tear. Do you want him to have full control over you? No. So don't cry. I couldn't struggle, I couldn't move. I sat there, helpless. Like a turtle that has been rolled over on its shell. The pain of the belt hitting my back was unbearable. But knowing that my sister was right there, watching the man that was suppose to protect and love us; mutilate me, that hurt me even more. I was her protector. It is my responsibility to take all of her pain onto myself. That's what a big sist

Broken by WiddleBbyGurl69, literature

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Broken

Sometimes when it's over, it's just over. And I wish I would have known that from the start. Not everyone deserves second chances. That's why I'm sitting here with a broken heart. Nobody is supposed to get hurt. No one was supposed to break. Everyone is supposed to love. So why am I feeling hate? I'm screaming so loud. I'm calling your name. I need your help if I want to stay sane. Please give me answers. What did I do? I've been on your side since day one. I've done nothing but love you. I was faithful from the beginning. And I told you everything, my whole life story. So why would you betray me? And leave me to worry? I can't sleep at

Oh Well. by WiddleBbyGurl69, literature

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Oh Well.

Oh well, just another scar. Another scar that should've been yours. On your wrist. Not mine. Another scar that you've caused me to have. It's like you're holding the blade to my wrist. Just like you held the knife to my back. Why must I hate myself for what you've done? You think it's funny, don't you? Well, here's the funniest part: I can have what you want. And because you're gone, you won't get it back.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

May 6
United States
Deviant for 10 years
She / Her

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Hai

My name is Haylee

I go by Haylee, Bby Gurl, HayHay~

but that's a basis of what I go by c: I am a very simple person, easy to get along with and I love to laugh

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Have a look at my art, or my stories, Journal. I think I write amazing stories. I'm such a derp

but nonetheless, welcome to my page love :*

Favourite Visual Artist

Summer Flood (all of my stories are inspired by her)

Favourite Movies

Tim Burton's Directing, Johnny Depp's Acting

Favourite TV Shows

Pretty Little Liars

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

My Chemical Romance, Bring Me The Horizon, Pierce The Veil, Blink-182, Mayday Parade, Bullet For My Valentine, Three Days Grace AND Eminem cx

Favourite Books

Pfttt, I don't read.

Favourite Writers

Edgar Alan Poe

Favourite Games

Mario Bros. xDD but, in all seriousness, I can play any video game and like it. ^~^ My all time fave thought is Mario Bros.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Gameboy, Nintindo 64, PS3, X-box 360, pretty much any system will work for me c:

Tools of the Trade

Pencil or Pen, my mind :'3

Other Interests

Music c: oh gawd, yes, music ^-^ and art~

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WiddleBbyGurl69

Jun 16, 2015

Hey.. long time, eh?

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WiddleBbyGurl69

May 26, 2014

Update, kinda?

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Hey guys, haha. I havent been on here in hellas My depression has been kicking my ass though, so yeh. UPDATES: ~Well, I turned 15 a few weeks ago & im hoping to get my permit sometime this week. ~Happy Memorial Day   ~Ive been having crazy acid reflex attacks and its been killing me not really but yeah ~Less than a month until one year of Summer's suicide... PurpleSwift (https://www.deviantart.com/purpleswift) her account is deactivated fuck.. ~I miss Summer ~I'm a little ball of emotions lately so idk when i'll get back to drawing.. or writing. I have a few that I'm going to post that are old but you guys deserve some more of my work. ~Haylee Renee~  

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WiddleBbyGurl69

Jan 22, 2014

Updates~

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I'm so sorry I haven't been active guise. Like any of you really care   LOLOL c: okay, anyways. Updates with my life; I'm going to my second school dance this weekend   hehe   Uhhhm c: I've just been really busy. So, I'm going to try to be more active, no promises though :c Alrighty, love you guise~ c: :kitty: :batman: